How not working can destroy you.

I had not been working since I lost my job last November. It not really something I want to celebrate. If I don't start working soon I might end up being a slacker.
I'm no longer in position to work as a minimum wage blue collar worker. In the same time I'm not good enough to work as a white collar professional jobs. Now in just another wash out. A loser...


p/s: I can write anything here coz nobody visiting. Its like my open book diary left in the public, but no ones reading or take notice. I do monitor the stats.

The Opposite of Me

I may wrote or post something positive in my facebook page but deep inside I am totally different. This blog page shows the dark side of me. I didn't see any traffic from this page. Only one who really knows me will find what is written here.


I am very depressed now that I been sleeping all day long. A tell tale sigh of a depressed person. Plus I shout alot at my family, a sign that I'm loosing my mind.

Writing On Others Blog

While didn't have anything much to do, I spend my days reading other people blog just to pass time.

What a waste of time. Should be doing something productive.

I can write anything on this public space and yet nobody will notice. Because nobody come and read this site. hehehe.

Writing to stay sane

Not much of progress in my life lately. nothing interesting to share.

Will keep you updated if something come up.

From reading the first two line above you can tell how pathetic my situation are now.

Write anything everyday

I need to write something everyday just to keep my mind sane.

Being on "holiday" and "looking for opportunity elsewhere" can really burn you down mentally.

Therefore for my 2015 resolution I want to write something or anything on a daily basis. At least post something here.

BTW noticed that there have been some traffic at this site. I guess Im the only one visiting and babbling thingking no one will come and read this page. Who wants to? they got FB to follow up on whoever they like.

Anyway, hope this site can be a more intellectually exciting for the years to come.

Year 2014 is almost coming to the end

Another year has pass. Looking back I did achieve some new accomplishment and many failure as well. Below is the list:

1) Manage to get a new job with better pay then my previous organisation. Sadly, my tenure with them is just 9 month. Could not handle the culture and I succumb to pressure to resign.

2) Did not join WCA2014 as a committee like my previous years. Did not commit to it in the first place either.

3) Start to pay the mortgage for the house this year. I can finally say the house is mine since im paying for the mortgage. Still, its 38 years term payment.

4) Perhaps im more pessimistic this year compared to previous year.

Cant write much since nothing exciting about me this year...

Looking back I didn't achieve much this year...sadly...

It's been a while

Reference made to the subject matter.

this blog site has been awfully quiet for a long long time. guess nobody reads personal blog site no more.

with the recent "holiday" I'm experiencing i have all the time in the world to make use of this site.

for those who do visit this site once in a while, thx guys.